It was different this time
I can remember every moment
Every second of what felt like forever
The way my heart skipped when you kissed me
Made my soul shake to its core
The way you smiled at me
Destroyed my very foundation
Sending me into a abyss of pure joy
I never knew that a dream could show me what love was
But I guess life is funny that way
A cruel joke
We were sitting in a room adorned with flowers
Roses and tulips lined the walls around us
And it smelled of something unknown to me
A beautiful formation of gods many scents
We sat on a couch, not saying a single word
Then I grabbed your hand
And the room exploded into light
Piercing my heart with thousands of shards of love
It burned hotter than the suns of the stars
Yet I did not move
I did not want to leave that pain
I did not want to leave that room
As the fire burned within me
You looked at me
Soothing the lake of heat
And once again I fell
Your eyes were magic
Turning me into stone with a look of simple delight
I wanted desperatly to look away
My fears urging me too
But this magic would not let me
In that moment, I gave in
Letting the fire inside stay lit
Letting my heart of stone crumble
Until you smiled
Ive always wondered what god must have felt creating angels
The beating of his heart must have made him tremble
Creating mountains in his wake
Forming the heavens with his love
For a second in time, I felt his joy
With a simple crease in your lips
It was then, that you kissed me
Your lips meeting mine
And pure love flowed through me
I was in awe of such a feeling
In awe of being able to feel the touch of an angel
The past and future collided
Pausing time itself in its tracks
I loved you.
I awoke in a fright
Violently seeking my next breath
It was then they I began to cry
I want you back.
But there is no going back, that I know.
It was only a dream.
But I miss you.
I miss you so very much.
But one day.
I will find this stranger.
And I will give you the love that you had unknowingly given me.
I will find this feeling of love.